Raindrops--------- (i wrote this whn i was pissed off)

Raindrops falling from my eyes. Coming down in huge clumps. Dark like the midnight skies. Sorrow and anger fill my mind. Just another bad day in my life.
Sweet dreams go fast and nightmares come slow. Looking for the sun; a new day a'glow. Writing this poem to pour out my feelings, words come down hard; like Hurricane Katrina did. Emotions running fast. Mind is racing. Raindrops pouring out. Heart is pacing.
Grabbing this pen, my hands are bare. running this pen across the paper that my feelings share. Hear the screams of internal frustration. Keeping my fists tight to avoid humiliation.
Annoyances around me buzzing back n forth. Waiting for this anger to finally run its course. Comfortably staying in my own little world, sitting in a corner. The mindset of an average teenage girl.
Lingering in my head, what's wrong and what's right.Might bring my family and I to a state of shock.And they keep on falling, keep falling....Those Ugly Raindrops.

Mental Crossword Puzzle

Get in my mental crossword puzzle
Fill in tha blanks in my head
Follow tha clues that are given,
To discover tha things that aren't said.

Get in my mental crossword puzzle
Follow tha blanks that are numbered,
And look at tha ones that are filled in
Connect two thoughts together

Get in my mental crossword puzzle
And discover a new word within
Notice tha things that are wrong,
And scratch them out as u go

Get in my mental Crossword puzzle
Correct tha incorrect; so tha wrong will not be known
Write in every little box; make sure no spaces are blank
Make sure your letters are neatly stacked; and make sure u don't run out of ink.

~Psychopath~ {Secret Life set-Backs}

Running from life, but looking for eternity
Got tha goods in your hands, but you're hiding em like a burglary
Not seeing tha future, but only looking to tha past
You follow that old saying, "Good times don't always last"
Not listening to your heart, but only listening to your mind
You do anything just to have a good time
Only seeing the consequences as a temporary set-back
But not noticing that can really hold your life back
So, so cruel, but on the outside you're a nice person
Running from tha pain to never recognize that you're hurting
Locked up by bars of shame, only seeing life as a playful game
Not seeing your new life as a set-back
But you'll do ANYTHING to steal your old life back. If only you were tha same...

Mz. Confused..LOVE 9-l-l. Please Read.

omg, so I know this boy. He's one of my best friends and we talk every single day :). He tells me all the time that he's liked me ever since we've met. Before, I only liked him as a brotha, but now, I'm starting to liKe him a TON!! <3 . He always tells me hOw I'm the perfect Gurl for hIm......hOnestly, I never believed him at first, but now I'm starting to feel the same way. He could be The One.

On the other hand, it's another boy. We've been friends for a Very Long time. I almost have the same feelings for him that I have for the other boy...... I know for sure that he has strong feelings for me, too.

I'm so confused right now; I have NO CLUE what to do. PLEASE help me. I usually don't ask for advice because I usually give it. So Follower's, please help your girl out. Do I drop one boy and Keep him as a friend, or should I keep it as it is and see where life takes us???? Comment with advice. Thanx.
-Boy Trouble-

Halloween...uhm Nintendo DSi...uhmmm stuff. Whasup witchu ??

hey yall what it does???? Lollz. well it's not much goin on wit me. im just layin on my bed on the internet on my new Ninteno DSi. mhm, yup, u guys probably didn't know i got a DSi lol thats cuz i just bought it today =]. so how was ur halloween?? my halloween was krazii. it was so long and exhausting.. im so glad to be in the bed finally!! =]. well anywayz yall, its like 2am, so im bout to hit da bed hard like kimbo slice. haha PEACE.LUV.HAPPINESS.

PS: Im gonna go see michael jackson's This Is It. AHHH im seeing this is it!! haha ard yall nite. luv yall.
=]

I Know I've Been Gone For A Minute....But I'm Here

Whasup yall?? I know ya missed me :) lol.
How's skool? How's life? How's your relationship? How's your job? How's your kid? (if u have one). See, these are the questions I honestly and personally wanna ask u. I think the only way to have a successful blog is to get ur follower's opinions and to make them feel like ur actually talkin to them thru the computer screen.lol.
So, uhm yea...Skool's been great. I'm keepin my grades up and all that. I'm applying for top high skools cuz I'm tryna get into the best. Ya feel me?? But enough about me, what about u???? I wanna know...I'm sorta-kinda-maybe a lil-just a smidge bit nozey lolz.
Well yea, I just wanna talk to yall soooooooooooooooooo LEAVE ME A COMMENT BOUT LIFE and KEEP FOLLOWING ME. I GOT 17 FOLLOWERS....WHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im Baqq.~~!!!

What it does My Niqqaz!!!~~
Lolz. So exactly what i said would happpen.. happened. Remember when i told u i would be off my blog for a while cuz of skool?? Well, yeah tha's exactly wut happened. Skool is super fun and im luvin it, but i've been completely busy and haven't found the time to sit on my blog for hours. lol. Well anywayz Im here now. So Whassup?? I'm off cuz its the Jewish holiday. It's called Yan Kipur or Yam Kipur... i don't know how to spell it, but yeah.Anywayz, im not Jewish, but it's great that non-jewish ppl can get off on a Jewish holiday lolz. So i know I've been gone for a minute and i noticed dat i got 16 FOLLOWERS!!. tHANX EVERYBODY.. SO I WANNA KNO WHATSUP WIT YALL. TELL ME EVERYTHING DATS HAPPENED SINCE I BEEN GONE!! <3